Any words nor amount of words could explain how happy I was this past week. It was more than I expected & exactly what I needed.

     I liked casually drinking wine with my boyfriend, his brother & his friends. It was so relaxing with the sunset & the one person I always want to be with. 

             From the moment he showed up at my house I was ecstatic. The closer we came the more & more excited he seemed to get. I’d have to say my favorite part of the entire trip must have been that he let me into the parts of his life that I wasn’t around for. I love learning more about him, what he use to love to do, how he did those things & what he used to do them. It made me happy to see his eyes light up every time he remembered great details to all of his summer stories. 

              I’ll admit I was pretty concerned that he would get sick of me or his family wouldn’t like me, let alone tolerate me.

          I really liked spending time with Ben & Carey. Ben was really fun to talk to & is extremely nice. I enjoyed hanging out as the third wheel to the Drew&Carey incestual love fest. 

              Our full day there, he took me for a picnic on the beach. It was adorable & it was a moment where if he were to ask me to marry his, I’d say yes on the spot. Just like the night we met, walking under the stars through the darrow soccer fields. When he taught me how to skimboard I realized how comfortable I really was with him. I wasn’t afraid to bust my ass or face plant right in front of him because I knew that he wouldn’t hold it against me. Haha. He really is a good teacher. I wasn’t actually frustrated fishing like I normally would have been not getting the hang of something on the first try. I really liked when he wrapped his arms around me to demonstrate how to cast a line. That was probably my favorite part of fishing.

                        THIS SENT ME OVER THE EDGE;

I can’t even begin to wrap my head around how much he must love me at this point. In the middle of getting violently sick, my beautiful boyfriend hugged me, rubbed my back, held my hair & comforted me like no one else has before. He cared about me and cared for me even though I was miserable, getting sick, saying stupid things & passing out on the floor against the toilet, he still sat by me and peeled me off the ground. My amazing boyfriend got me anything I needed & wanted. He held me when I was freezing, cuddled me when I was shaking & constantly told me he loved me. He stayed with me until I fell asleep and made sure I stayed asleep. 

                             I couldn’t be more grateful for someone to love me this much.. I’m so thankful I have someone willing to take care of me at my worst. 

I love him. I’m going to marry him. & I hope we have plenty more of these getaways.